When you first start dating someone, there’s something I refer to as Sunday Night Sadness… When the weekend is over and you have to say your good-byes, returning back to the real world on Monday morning. Bleh.
I hate that feeling of missing someone and knowing you won’t see him until later in the week. But in a weird way, it’s kind of fun too. It’s nice to have that anticipation.
Well it’s been a wonderful weekend. Although I miss Brandon, I know I’ll see him later in the week. He likes this blog and wants to be involved in it. Maybe we can do a video post sometime.
For now… I’m left with the smell of him all over my shirt. Mmm.
Sam and I had that for 2 years until we moved in together. I used to get a bit down on Sunday night when I had to drop him off and knowing that I wouldn’t see him for another week again.
Oh yeah, I remember those Sunday night feelings. Well. Weird, how different hours, or days of the week, affect us that way.
I can see your smile from here, as you bury your face in your shirt and remember his arms wrapped around you, and …………….
Did it just get warmer in here?
Congratulations….
How long before you wash the shirt?
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that’s beautiful and rare.
Well that’s more like it, he should be involved with your blog.
Good for you, Nathan! I’m a longtime reader, but I’ve never posted. I was sad for you and Rodney, but I’m glad you have someone in your life who fills you with a sense of excitement and anticipation.
I know the Sunday night thing all too well, but for me its the sadness that kicks in knowing I’ve spent another weekend alone and then have to go back to a boring job on Monday.
I love that smell I have on me once I leave “his” place too.
Sadly my ex scarred me pretty deep and the emotions are hard to get past that this new guy wont cheat on me and break my heart too.
I want to get close, I just dont know how anymore.
I wish you the best in knowing Brandon. im sure you both are very deserving of something special.